I feel like I have been fighting a spiritual warfare. I have always been the type that tried to do the right thing. I’ve seen a lot go on in my childhood where you would think that I would have not turned out to be like I am today. It has been a long road for me but today I am just searching for peace and serenity.
Several times I have been knocked down in my career, family life and more. I keep trying to pick myself up and dust myself off and get back out there. Guys it’s tough to stay on the right track, I swear! I have a family and often times I look at them and want them to have everything they desire. I have great kids, I couldn’t ask for anything more. I have a wonderful husband that loves us but sometimes I sit back and still dont feel fulfilled.
There are soo many evil things and bad spirits that keep coming around me. It’s like a black cloud is over my head and keeps lurking! Often people approach me with bad intentions and I don’t know where they’re coming from. I’ve prayed and asked God for guidance and to keep me strong and healthy. I have also had a lot of things taken away from me within the last year.
Things may seem wonderful and people ask me, what’s wrong you don’t look happy like your usual self lol. I’m just tired and want to understand why things keep happening to me. You watch people lives on tv and read about the horrible things going on with them. I wouldn’t want any of that, no way but I have had my share of ups and downs too and I can relate. Nothing is wrong in my relationship or with my family… just within me. I guess I shouldn’t complain too much but I just want to be at peace.
Pray for me that this will pass. There are more people out there in more need than I. I just get frustrated sometimes and need to get it out. God if your listening, I hope that things turn around for me, I trust and believe in you.
“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”
Deuteronomy 31:6
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